HEY! =D Yes; I haven't updated in days since the pissing buddies blog was opened. o_o Yeahs? I'm too lazy to update; and also; I'm DESPERATE for a new layout! >< I was thinking of "pretty green eyes", but then again I can't find green eyes and shit. >< Oh well. I'm just gonna leave it at that since there's not much to say; I promise I'll be on a new layout pretty soon yeah? HOPEFULLY before school starts. xD Wells, that's it for now; keep checking back for a new layout or an update or something. ;]

HEY!! NEW BLOG =D COMBINED BLOG SHARED WITH JENNY! click click xD

ANYWAYS HAPPY NINE MONTHS TO JOANNE; HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VEE! =D Joanneee .. I rmemeber when we first met. =) ACTUALLY, it was stupid. o_O We were just talking to eachother while JULIA was in between us and yah. ANNOYING CUNT! -__- You were also one of my closteresticle friends. xD You really want me to point form all the places we've gone out?

` NINE MONTHS AGO this day, (alot earlier) we were at Bankstown on our first date. I saw your sexy new fringe. I wore pink uggies. ^^" We walked around with our slutty minis. xD We took a RETARDED dreamie? -.- We saw my friend Henry go into a DVD store. >=D I was known as squishi. You were pirkoolee. xD It was so retarded those days. We went out ALOT of places. You were one of the people I hung out with most? >< We shareddd great memories =') We went thorugh LOTSSSS of ups and downs but oh wellll xD anyways I'm rushing this. -___- LATERS =D

I haven't been blogging that much cos there hasn't been much to blog about. -__- It's been having it's ups and downs lately but oh well! =) Umms, I watched I Am Sam yesterday and omg omg, it was so sad. =( It was kinda a retarded movie but of course, it's about a retard! >< ANYWAYS! =D There's still like two weeks of Summer holidays left; I still have time to do some things I wanna do, so let me list them! >=)

Things I wanna do before the Summer Holidays end >=)~

» Go to the beach or pools at least! Like, it's SUMMER! >_<"
» Go ice skating. =(
» Take the City Rail bus. =D
» Dye my under layer. =D
» Watch Memoirs Of A Geisha ><
» Make some more peace! xD
» Start saving up till NEXT holidays!
» See all the people I haven't seen yet! ><
» Finish covering my school books! =D
» Get my "sport shoes" (aka yellow chucks) =D

There's ALOT more but I guess that's enough for me to list. ^^ I'm gonna make my dad take me for ANOTHER round of school shopping and it's gonna involve my yellow chucks and another school bag that actually has a zipper! T__T WHY THE F DID I BUY THAT PAUL FRANK BAG! T__T ANYWAYS! >_<

Here's a quiz I stole from Joanne that stole from May that stole from some random person? =S

1. Name please
Christina ? o_o
2. Do you think suicide is the best way?
NEVERR! ><
3. Rate your social life from scale 1 to 10.
7 or 8 o_O
4. Are you in love with someone at the moment?
* nods * =D
5. Are you missing someone at the moment?
YES! RUB IT IN WILL YOU? T__T
6. Would you die for the one you love?
Yeahs
7. Do you think love hurts?
It can ..
8. Whats the best thing about love?
When your heart smiles ^^
9. Whats the worst thing about love?
That it's so predictable? -__-
10. Will you wait for someone you love?
Yes
11. What song that best describes your love life at this moment?
Here Without You - Three Doors Down ((yes, I effing miss him)) =(
12. Do you wanna get married?
No, I wanna grow up and live a lonely life as a lonely fifty year old with twenty seven cats? -__-
13. Do you want to have kids?
I .. I .. * sniff * had one, Choanne Ngunh, but * sniff * ... =(
14. Have you talked to person you love on the phone?
Yeah? -.-
15. Do you keep memories or try to forget them?
Memories. =)
16. Is love always on your side or the opposite way?
MY SIDE >=) actually, I don't know -__-
17. Are you straight/gay/lesbian/bisexual?
GAY! =D
18. Have u ever loved someone of the same sex?
Yes, Michael =)~~
19. Do you have a gay/lesbian/bisexual friend?
Alot! xD
20. Are you sick of love?
Neverrr! ><
21. Are you sick of questions on love?
Not yet! ^^"
22. What are you going to do tomorrow?
Stay at home; lonerised! -__-
23. What do you want so bad right now?
Extra money? And those shorts I want. =(
24. Do you think money is everything?
Nope - but I still want more! =D
25. What song are you listening right now?
Happy - Mudvayne
26. Whats the song that u last download?
Avondale - Yellowcard
27. How much do you love music?
Lots ;]
28. Do you play an instrument?
I play that thing I made in year two. ^^" Tambourine or something made of a box of rice? ^^"
29. Have you written your own song?
Tried to? -__-
30. What movie did you last watch?
I Am Sam? ><
31. Do you believe in forever?
Yesssss =))))~~~~~~
32. Whats the last word you want to say to your loved ones?
I love you? T__T WELL YEAH, they are my LOVED ones! -__-

ANYWAYS - I'm done blogging. =D =D LATERS! ^__^" By the way, I'm getting sick of my layout already! xD Gotta start working on a new one. T__T

HEY! YES YES YES! NEW LAYOUT!

youaremyluckystar* - version eleven? =)~

=D I love this layout, well so far I do. =)~ Yes, I know, I'll be bored of it before school's back. T__T Anyways, yes, there is no tagboard so NER! There's no "individual" shoutouts, but there IS a cool people list. =P I replaced the pictures with a calendar so yeah. =)~ Jenny sent me the song "My Lucky Star" so then I decided to make a nice layout outta it? I don't care if you don't think it's nice, oh well. BUT I DO! =D Anyways, please comment, laters! ;]

Went city today and I think it'll be easier if I just name the people I was with? Alina, Helen, Jenny, Shirley, Michelle, Mary, some other Jenny? I think that's it? o_o Yeahhs .. It was alright at times but then again it was kinda shit. ><"" Ah wells .... I only took one set of capitols, with Shirley, then we went ddr-ing, sushi-ing and taking a dreamie. Can't be bothered detailing this, I have things on my mind? T__T Tuesday is the LAST time I can go city, and it's Thanheeeee's birthday! >< Wanna make it the best, last city outing. -__-

Me and my mum were gonna go watch Just Like Heaven today but Alina tagged along and the day got REALLY FUN! ^_^" I love going with my mum, she pays for the tickets and EVERYTHING! ^__^" We went Livo to watch it and we bought random fooood! Me and Alina had slushies and popcorn WITH chocolate pieces in it. =9 The movie was great, I think I caught Alina getting teary? xD Then I went and bought my hair dye! Umms, it's "FLASH RED BROWN" ^_^ My mum had to go Cabra for groceries? So me and Alina just went around to this shop with Paul Frank stuff! Ehh... The shop lady poked my boob. =( I ended up buying this CUTE pink Paul Frank bag my MUM paid for! $40 ^_^" I wish it was baby green. -__- WE SAW KAREN! At first we were kinda lost and confused cos she was in front of us and full staring at Alina? xD Mummie shouted us some asian foood! And this weird guy was checking Alina out! =) Went back to my place and went high on MSN? T__T Then my mum gave us some drugged up Red Bean shit and we went full high? -__- We walked over to Viet's place but then Viet and Tony were leaving. So we walked up to Mackers and I ate some weird stuff... o_O On the way to the park I was barking with the dogs! ^_^ THEN WE WERE AT A SPASTICATED PARK! ^_^ Went high on the swingset and the slides!! Johnny loves Krystal was graffitied all over the slides and of course it's not me cos I don't know who that cunt is! ^_^" I WENT HIGH ON THE TROLLEYS!!!! MUAHAHAHA!!!! ^__^" We walked over to Helen's place and went high in her rooom! Raped Heffalump, the I-dog and etc! ^^" Then went back to my place and Thanh called asking about birthday plansss! Turns out we're gonna go to the park for her birthday and get a cake! ^^" The most tightass/fun way to spend her 13th! PLUS there could be trolleys! ;) Hahas I had a really hypoooo day and still loving 06! =) BUT FAR OUT I MISS HIM! >< Anyways LATERS! =D

Went city today and it was the first city outing of 2006, WOOT! ^_^ I think I'm gonna jot down all my 'firsts', but I forgot to blog about some others. T__T Anyways, around 9:30 my mum picked up LOUISE at her sexy apartment. xD She dropped us off at Ashfield since the Bankstown trains weren't working? Then we trained it to Central, yes, there was pole dancing involved in the train! xD We went Capitols and took one set and then KYLIE came and we took another set! ;] She was tryna' show off her "Industrie Wannabe" shirt. x) We went Coco I think? Took a dreamie with the cloths, and the background was light GREEN! WE were being 'indian dancers' with the cloths? x) OH YEAH, there was a new photographer there and Kylie was being a bitch to her! xD She was checking Kylie out? >< Then we went Easy Way for some drinks, the pearls were HARD! T__T We went up Galaxy and DDR'd, muahaha! I haven't ddr'd for MONTHS! It was fun cos I made Kylie do Cartoon Heroes (the BESTEST SONG) with me. ^__^ I was full high on DDR songs man! xD Then we went downstairs and Louise&Kylie shouted a box of sushi? We played scissors paper rock a few times and loser had to have some wasabi! xD My first time with wasabi and I went for water straight away! ^^"

We went Morning Glory and there was a "Nightmare Before Christmas" cushion that was $50, now only $10!!! TEN DOLLARS! OMG! >< You can never get that deal. >< Louise really wanted it but she was broke? So me and Kylie split the money and bought it for her. ^^" (We did a GREAT deed) We INSISTED she got it, I mean, if I had more money I woulda bought it myself. >< We went back to Coco and some chick goes up to me and goes "REMEMBER ME? =D" and I stood there lost for a few seconds and then I was like, "OOH! DIANA!" =D Hahas then this girl asked if I wanna swap dreamies and I said yes and her name was Yumi! ^^" We picked up the (GREEN ^^) dreamies and then called up Michael? He talked to Louise and Kylie and yeahs! xD We trained it back to Ashfield and on the train there were bloody THREE old men smiling and staring at us and if Louise had a skirt she woulda been full checked out! xD Then Kylie was like OUT LOUD "I'm a MAN, I HAD A SEX CHANGE MAN!" and the old man was STILL staring at her but turned on even more? T__T" Then we met back with my mummie there and I went EASY WAY to buy a MEMBERSHIP CARD! ^__^" It's cool, 50 cents and it looks like a madass credit card! xD Then my mum said she didn't know the way to Flemington and Kylie (SO SORRY BABE) had to go back to station. >< Then dropped Louise off and now I'm home! =)

I think my mum's taking me out to watch Just Like Heaven tonight! ^^ NOBODY WANTS TO WATCH NARNIA! T__T And the ones who did already seen it. -___- So then I asked my mum if she wanted to watch Narnia with me and she said NO?!! -__- HAHA! My grandma went in my room and found five cents on the floor, she picked it up and gave it to me and I'm like, "WHOAA! FIVE CENTS, SO MUCH, THANKS!" Then she laughs and comes back in with ten cents! LOL! xD You know how much I'm currently LOVING 2006? I know it's only been three days but I feel like it's been GREAT! I'm not fighting with my mummie OR my grandma (amazing). And I'm even nice to my dad! 0=) AND I'm going back to using ProActiv, since I'm not as lazy anymore! ^^ It's a GREAT start! I made a new layout but I haven't started coding it yet, I think I only needa do the coordinates cos it's the SAME colour as my blog right now. ^^" Anyways, I love 2006, such the happy chap (that listens to HAPPY ddr songs) I've always wanted to be. =) I'm off, laters! ^^

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! It's 2006! =*) OMG! New Year's Eve was like, the best one I've ever had? xD My mum dropped me and Jenny off @ Bankstown station around nine-ish and then around half an hour later Michael and Neville came. =) The train ride was weird. x) We went city and ate Macca's? Then we dragged the guys to Coco. Me and Jenny took a dreamie, GO THE PISSING BUDDIES! AND IT'S GREEN! ;D I saw Jennifer there. =) We went capitols? o_o I know I haven't been there in awhile but I think it's getting a bit boring? x) We got slushies and went over to Galaxy World. We walked a little and Danny and some other dude came! Then they went? =S We walked over to Darling Harbour and just talked and shit? -_-

We walked back to Coco to pick up our dreamie, then just sat there cos it was full cool and air-conned. ^__^ Jenny and Neville got KINKY on the couch! ;] Then we RANDOMLY decided to take a dreamie and far out the guys are posers! =P The first thing Sunni said was "You have to be in between their legs"! And then Neville was like "This is great practise" * humps Jenny *. xD Then we were doing some gay muck ups and she was like * asian accent * "NOW BE GANGSTAA! WESTSIDE!" Haha, funny ass shit. x) We half-ran back to Central and trained it to Bankstown, my mum picked me and Jenny up to go over Anty's house? It was kinda boring cos yeahs? Played thirteen and ate a piece of meat? -.- It was eight and I was dropped off at Jenny's place! ^__^ We walked over to the park to see the guys and just talked a bit more. =) Then we had to go back? Then we ran outta the house to see them, several times. =) Jenny got caught and her mum said she wasn't allowed outside? So we took a shower and broke her fly-screen in her room! Jenny was attempting to jump out the window, slide down the pole and see the guys! T__T

Instead, we went in the study room, took the fly-screen out, went out the window, stood on the gate, then the bricks and JUMPED! xD Then we got to see the guys. =) We saw a little bit of the fireworks and we were with them till like 12:15? ^_^" I didn't really wanna detail it TOO much, this blog is PG! =D Then we went into Jenny's room to watch Chicken Little? Although we didn't watch it at all, we talked through the whole thing. -__- We wanted to talk more but we were fcuken tired so went sleep around 3:00. Woke up to the sound of Jenny's half-cries? =( She pulled a muscle some how. =/ My mum picked me up and yeahs, we went to eat at a Viet place and now I'm HOME! ^__^ I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S NEW YEARS! =..) Me and Jenny did things we wanted to do before we hit 2006. xD I remember what Jenny said after the guys went home "If I had a dick, It'd be stiff!" AHAHAAS! One of the best nights of my life. =]~ I'm glad to put some 2005 stuff behind, it's a new fresh start man! =) I hope everybody has a great year this 2006! =) AND YAY! This is my FIRST blog entry of 2006! =.....) I think I'm gonna be like Marilou and leave my entries on everytime I make new layouts, my goal is to keep these entries all the way till 2007. =*) I'm looking forward to year eight, it's gonna have to be better than this year. =)

I was just listening to some of the stuff I have on my computer, stuff I listened to the beginning of this year and last year and I kinda miss that music. =P Full RNB, full hip hop and all that Boa shit? x) You know one of the best songs on it? "Poison", that cool/gay song Marilou told me to download last year? x) It's so mad! ^_^ I've been listening to HAPPY music lately and it cheers me up, I think it gets me happier than stuff like The Used? >< You know what I needa do these holidays? Just have a movie marathon full of the bestest movies rented and sitting on the couch the whole day and shit? x) For some reason I feel like watching A Walk To Remember right now, or The Notebook. =*) As you've noticed there's so many SMILEYS on my entry, I'm a happy chap today! =D Okays I THINK I'm gonna go now. O_O LATERS! =D =D

PS; Jenny blog ALOT MORE DETAILED-ISH THEN I DID, so yeahs click here for the link to that entry. ;]

I know the last day of this year isn't until tomorrow but I doubt I'd be free to blog for tomorrow. This is probably the last blog entry I'll make in 2005. =P I remember the first blog entry I've ever made, it was somewhere within the first week of January. I blogged about the fun time me and Helen had at our first time at Capitols! xD Ahh, the times. =P 2005 was one of the worst years for me but then again, it was also the best. I guess it was just really really dramatic? Well yeah of course, I started highschool and stuff and put VNPS behind. >< I met lots and lots of new people, grew up a bit more, made alot of mistakes and learnt alot of lessons. There were lots of people I'm glad I've met, I never really regretted meeting anybody. I grew closer with some people and drifted heaps with others but I guess things are sorta working out. ><

I remember the first day of highschool when we were all losties and how he caught my eye, but we were both too shy to say anything? x) I remember Warwick Farm how me and Marilou went UPSIDE DOWN AND AROUND AND AROUND! xD How I sprayed silly string in her eye (accidently)! xD Then there was Valentines day and the beautiful roses! =) I remember April 23rd when he added me on Msn and it was like our first conversation ever. Weird aye? Since went to Cheso and always hung around us? >< The first thing he talked to me about was him tryna' hook his friend up with me or something? Omg, stupid times aye. x) Then I was like his little sister or something? And now, I'm living a happily ever after with him! ;]

I remember Children's Fest man! I ran up to the phone booth where Jenny and Anna were and I hugged the shits outta Jenny! It was the first time we met in person and we got along so well it was like we hung out every week or something. xD Michael and Jenny met but he was all quiet and stuff. =P Then it was moon fest where I got badly creamed and went through a horrible/madass night. xD I remember running after Kevin and then stacking it BADLY on my ass, I couldn't sleep for days. -__- There were so much more fun days this year but there were also the down sides. I hated those nights where I would just cry when I wasn't even sure of why. >< I hated how I could be so stubborn that I won't even apologise for the mistakes I've made and stuff. =/ But I guess I'm gonna learn from that mistake and stop being a stubborn bitch! ;] To all the friends out there that have been there for me throughout 2005, thanks so much, even if we don't (or barely) talk anymore, I'll always love you and consider you as a great friend. I hope everybody is a happy chap this New Year's Eve because hopefully you'll be that way for the upcoming 2006. I hope it won't be that much of a sad year, I hope I make more good friends and hopefully lose none. =P Well, that's about it. LATERS! <3 Hope everybody had a great year and start fresh for 2006! ;]

I'm gonna do a 2005 quiz I stole from Kylie's blog! =D

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before? I met up with my 'net friends'. x) I used to think they were all pedos LOL! x)
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? Yes, I exercised more but sadly I didn't lose any weight. -_-
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Miscarriaged it lols.
4. Did anyone close to you die? They weren't close. ><
5. What countries did you visit? Well I went on a cruise? But it was around the waters of Australia. -_-
6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005? FUN! ><
7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? 140605, cos I love my poofter. ;]
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? I'm not sure. o_o The fact that I learnt to stay more postive?
9. What was your biggest failure? Apologising for my mistakes.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? Nope.
11. What was the best thing you bought? My digicam. =) Capitols. =)
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? Does this mean who's the happiest person? o_o Alex and Alina. x)
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Let's not go there. ><
14. Where did most of your money go? Clothes, capitols, dreamies.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Whenever I was allowed out? ><
16. What song will always remind you of 2005? First Love. x)
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. Happier or Sadder?: Sadder. >< I was living a careless life last year. x)
ii. Thinner or Fatter than last year?: Fatter. -__-
iii. Richer or Poorer?: Poorer.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? Smiling, laughing and apologising.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Crying, swearing, cutting and arguing.
20. How will you be spending Christmas? Already did, with somebody's family who I don't know of.
22. Did you fall in love in 2005? Yes. =]
23. How many one-night stands? One * stares at Jenny * xD
24. What was your favorite TV program? OC, Veronica Mars.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? I seriously don't hate anybody. ><
26. What was the best book you read? It wasn't a book, it was an online story. I Believe You.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? The Used and Cascada. =)
28. What did you want and get? A little bit more freedom. ><
29. What did you want and not get? ALOT more freedom.
30. What was your favorite film of this year? THE NOTEBOOK and Thirteen. >< Although they were out last year. ><
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? Family/Friend dinner at my cousin's place and went city with some friends? It wasn't that great lols. Twelve. (The day of my birthday was MORE fun and the day before that because of Crush.) xD
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Less of the arguments and tiny fights. ><
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005? Funky  x) i don't know? ><
34. What kept you sane? Some of my friends and HAPPY MUSIC. xD
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? I don't know. o_o
36. What political issue stirred you the most? I'm NOT into political issues. >=D
37. Who did you miss? People .. ><
38. Who was the best new person you met? I met lots of people, they were still the best even if they're pretty much gone. x)
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005? Stay positive and smile till you mean it. xD And and, ignore random tagboard shit starters. -__-
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.  (Okay, it's more than a quote) >.<

Yellowcard - Breathing

Eyes are feeling heavy
But they never seem to close
The fan blades on the ceiling spin
But the air is never cold
And even though you're next to me
I still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything
For you to call your own

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating
My heart's sinking like a weight

Something I've been keeping
Locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free
With each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you
But it's all so different now
Things that I was sure of
They have filled me up with doubt

How am I supposed to feel
About the things I've done
I don't know if I should stay
Or turn around and run
I know that I hurt you
Things will never be the same
The only love I ever knew
I threw it all away

LATERS <3